Life Fades Slow

Never lose sight of your dreams and visions

This is written by me on December 20th, 2011:

I need to…

Get the fuck out of Washington real soon… Like in 2 years, if I work my ass off. Sounds crazy but I wanna move to a bigger and sunnier city. I remember in my Leadership class in high school, we were doing power point presentations of our goals in life and everyone wanted to travel around the world and be rich but I look and analyze and I ask myself, who out of all these people in this short attention span class is going to live a rich life where they will be travelling around the world? It seemed so unreal to me class these people would actually stick to what they say. I still have my power point presentation on my flash drive and now that I look back at it, I also said I wanted to be financially dependent and would like to travel the world. I also said I wanted to get married and have kids eventually, go to a 4 year school, and I look at my life now and I’m like my life is pretty shit right now. My life is not bad but it’s not like superbly good. My life is pretty lame. The situation and environment I’m in is lame. My health is lame. I’ve done some crazy shit lately and really getting out of my comfort zone and I’m going to try to make myself some passive income and get out of Washington in 2 years. I really wanna live that awesome lifestyle I’ve always dreamed of. I’ve already done some shit that I was really scared of and thought I was going to die but when I did it, it seems like the universe caught me with its hands and nothing bad happened to me. If I survived that shit why would anything bad happen if I’m trying to reach my dreams? ;) Are you trying to reach your dreams or are you comfortable with living your lame life? Can you possibly imagine living a life where you wake up every single day of your life working for Corporate America? Curiosity? Wake up and smell the air of life my friend. You always have dreams but you gotta go chase it. It’s not impossible. I’ve already accomplished one of my dreams I’ve had and after that, I feel like I can really  do anything.

Now, April 20th, 4 months later, I can gladly tell you I am “getting the fuck out of Washington” and it is happening in less than 2 years and shorter than I expected in my last post. I never loss that vision. I never have taken granted of my dreams. I’ve always seen the light at the end of the tunnel and I’m going for it. Shit’s about to happen. Real soon. Stay tuned. 

The pretty ones do not always have personalities lol

Women…

Can be like drugs… Take the needle out of your arm. The only women that are drugs are the ones you can’t get. It’s ok, it’s no big deal. It’s only human nature. We see things and we want it. Sometimes we want it so bad we start acting all fucking weird and obsessive. Start acting out of character and start saying stupid shit like “she’s really cool and hot as hell and she liked me but now she’s not showing anymore interest towards me! wtf!”

Cut the shit man. You’re being needy. That’s not really you. It’s just how you act when you want something really bad. The funny thing is that when you actually get what you want really bad, it’s not going to be as AWESOME as you have made it out to be.

Relax. Chill out. When you start realizing that you’re doing this, take a step back. Take that needle out of your arm. It’s killing you inside. Don’t talk or contact her for a week or 2, and then give her a text or call. Go live your life. If she likes you she’ll come back to you. If she doesn’t move the fuck on because girls don’t like clingy guys just like how guys don’t like clingy girls. ;)

Whoa Bro

I was thinking and I noticed that you are the outside to everything you do. People say they wanna go to places, be happy and do great adventurous things but in reality a lot of them probably comfortable and chill with the situation they are in right now. It’s like solving math problems. You know how to do it and stuff but you don’t really want to put all your energy to try and solve it.

Yeah you have 2 minds. 1 mind is saying “oh it’s all good bro. Just chill. We got it. Everything is gonna work out by itself.”

Your other mind is saying “no bro. Were not gonna chill bro. Everything is not gonna work out by itself bro. Get your lazy ass up and stop being a loser….. Bro.”

Anonymous asked: Do you have any special plans for this Christmas? :)

lol

Anonymous asked: what did you accomplish this year?

absolutely nothing and absolutely everything ;)

The Universe And The Meaning Of Life

WARNING: Before you read this, please be prepared to put on your brain condoms because you are going to get BRAIN FUCKED ;)

Is very strange. It works in weird ass ways. We all have dreams and wishes and wouldn’t it be nice if the universe just give it to us and put it right on our lap? How nice would that be? 

The truth is that the universe will never put anything we want right on our laps because it knows that we won’t appreciate it and take it for granted.

So what it does is that it puts what we want somewhere near our lap and then it is our job to work for it and get up on our lazy ass and go for it. 

The universe is somewhat a paradox. It’s so fucking strange to understand. When challenges arises, you have to trust in the universe that it will protect you. You have to trust that the difficulties that are in front of you are opportunities in disguise and as long as you DON’T lose sight of that realization, everything will work out and the universe will catch you in its arms.

But wait, what’s the fucking paradox here? Well… The universe is unstable. It is always changing, shifting, and morphing. We think that once we get over or accomplish the “difficulties” in our life, we are done. We can rest and live like we’re paradise and don’t have to do any more work. The universe will protect me now since I’ve trusted in it right?

NO. That’s the big paradox. Just like the universe, we are made up of unstable energy ourselves. That means we must always be changing, shifting, and morphing. And the universe will actually punish you for thinking that you can “be stable” for a long period of time because to “be stable” means to stagnate in life. And I know all of you have heard of the phrase “Life is a journey, not a destination.” If you think that by accomplishing your goals in life you have reached the destination of life, you are wrong. Once you accomplished a goal, there will always be a new one and the cycle is continuous. 

But if you choose to disengage life and live like a complete loser, the universe will neglect you and weed you out. The universe is like a woman, it will put you through the most BULLSHIT tests in life you could ever imagine. Sometimes, it is a demanding bitch, it will force you to change, to adapt to new things and environment but you must understand that it does this to you secretly because it knows you can become MORE and if you stick through it and have the will power to go through its bullshit, IT WILL REWARD YOU.

This comes to show that the world is a fucked up place. There are a lot of fucked up shit in this world. The universe is impersonal. It doesn’t give a shit about your little whiny bitch problems in life and you can either REACT to all the fucked up shit that’s happening around the world or you can just LAUGH and understand that there’s a lot of fucked up shit in this world and you only have one life to live so might as well make the best of it :)

Drugs

I’ve done my share of them…

But the one that gives the best high is LIFE. ;)

I need to…

Get the fuck out of Washington real soon… Like in 2 years, if I work my ass off. Sounds crazy but I wanna move to a bigger and sunnier city. I remember in my Leadership class in high school, we were doing power point presentations of our goals in life and everyone wanted to travel around the world and be rich but I look and analyze and I ask myself, who out of all these people in this short attention span class is going to live a rich life where they will be travelling around the world? It seemed so unreal to me class these people would actually stick to what they say. I still have my power point presentation on my flash drive and now that I look back at it, I also said I wanted to be financially dependent and would like to travel the world. I also said I wanted to get married and have kids eventually, go to a 4 year school, and I look at my life now and I’m like my life is pretty shit right now. My life is not bad but it’s not like superbly good. My life is pretty lame. The situation and environment I’m in is lame. My health is lame. I’ve done some crazy shit lately and really getting out of my comfort zone and I’m going to try to make myself some passive income and get out of Washington in 2 years. I really wanna live that awesome lifestyle I’ve always dreamed of. I’ve already done some shit that I was really scared of and thought I was going to die but when I did it, it seems like the universe caught me with its hands and nothing bad happened to me. If I survived that shit why would anything bad happen if I’m trying to reach my dreams? ;) Are you trying to reach your dreams or are you comfortable with living your lame life? Can you possibly imagine living a life where you wake up every single day of your life working for Corporate America? Curiosity? Wake up and smell the air of life my friend. You always have dreams but you gotta go chase it. It’s not impossible. I’ve already accomplished one of my dreams I’ve had and after that, I feel like I can really  do anything.